Maybe it's not funny

Inspired by that tiny Marie Kondo, I'm cleaning up my website this evening. Dog at my feet, wife reading on the couch, fire crackling. Over the years I've digitally piled up dozens of half-ideas and attempts at being clever. One web page jumps out among the clutter and memories come flooding back.
I put the page up in late 2015 as a result of some deep reading on exercising creativity. In all the pieces I consumed, I remember being struck by a recommendation to do a daily haiku. Getting into a regular habit of doing something creative, but also doing it within a constraint. I'm not sure where the idea of a three panel comic came from, but that became my vehicle. I knew every day was too much to ask for too. Once a week would be fine. I set a reminder in my calendar to remind me to take 15 minutes to work on this comic, made it recurring for a year and by the looks of it, kept up for, oh, 3 weeks.
Curious, I check my site's analytics to see how many times that page with its three comics has been visited in the last 3+ years.
10 times. And 70% of those visits came in one month. In 2016.
I say out loud, "Only 10?"
"Only 10 what?" asks my wife.
"Only 10 visits to the page with those comics I made about 3 years ago."
She turns the page in her magazine. "Maybe they're not funny."
I grit my teeth and think about that for a second, re-reading the comics over and over to myself.
Yep, I feel it. Definitely a spark of joy. I'm keeping them.
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